Requiem of tears
They wont stop falling, no they wont stop.
As I have been falling,
Waiting for you to catch me,
The tears still fall.
Stop if you will,
Let me feel nothing.
Leave me lifeless, please,
Anything but this agony.
Give me another outlet,
But not the blade like before.
Though it seems its heading that way,
For want of physical not emotional pain.
Or perhaps its punishment?
My care for you was overwhelming,
Too much for you to handle
Hence it was my fault.
Not you but me, of course it was.
For everything I touch is tainted by my curse.
Like Midas who loved too much
And finally lost everyth
Rei-Devour
Chapter 13 - Run away...never look back
Everything around me I manage to hurt. Why do I exist?
The soft bleep of the heart rate monitor was the only sounds in the dark, cold ward yet Tsukis head was ringing with thoughts.
Cease! Stop it! I command you! Tsuki said to himself angrily.
But why should we? The evil voice inside hissed louder and louder. You did this. No one else. Surely you dont need reminding of that you know who you are. Youre a Rei-devourer.
No I dont want to live like this no more.
Ah, but you have to. Its the p
Please...
Why do you do this to me?
Do you not know why it hurts me so?
I need to make you understand,
But you refuse to believe it yourself.
Why do you not listen to me?
You are my light, my one, my love,
If you were gone I could not live.
Why do you disbelieve those words?
An empty wandering shell,
Lifeless like a melancholy dream.
Am I really here inside this body?
Believe that there is one.
One person that lives to love you.
Can you do that for me?
You are worth more to me than anything.
It is I who is lucky to have you.
When will you believe that for yourself?
Please...
Why do you do this to me?
Do you not know why it
Rei-Devour Ch. 12 - Wonderment by Rad69, literature
Literature
Rei-Devour Ch. 12 - Wonderment
Rei-Devour
Chapter 12 - Wonderment
Horrifying and menacing...but also so beautiful that Hoshi couldnt seem to no he didnt want to tear his eyes away from Tsukis body. His skin seemed now even more luminous as his chest rose and fell with his heavy panting. Though there was only a light breeze, Tsukis dark hair flowed delicately around his face and neck. Suddenly, Tsuki fell to the ground with a piercing scream, causing Hoshi to subconsciously reach out towards him. His body desperately wanted to help Tsuki but his mind refused him to do so when he realized he didnt know how to help. As if under contr
Current Residence: UK Favourite genre of music: J-Rock.Metal.Rock.K-Pop. MP3 player of choice: iPod Favourite cartoon character: Dark Mousy - DN Angel / Kuchiki Byakuya - Bleach / Sanzo - Saiyuki / L - DeathNote Personal Quote: As Manson says, "I'm not an artist, I'm a fuckin' work of art" :D
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All my friends on DA! (Kuraire and Ven and Kotsu espesh!) All of you are guys are GREAT!
Favourite Movies
Tim Burton's "The Nightmare Before Christmas"
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DIR EN GREY!MYV.MoiDixMois.Girugamesh.LunaSea.XJapan.D'espairsRay.DBSK.30 stm.Manson.
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Pencils...and paper!!! Oh yeah, and me lol xXx
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After half a year of inactivity on DA, Rad's back =]
I've fouind inspiration to draw again after my sister re-started her drawing, so thanks, Shu! ~BankaiShinigami (https://www.deviantart.com/bankaishinigami) :D
I'll also update the journals more regularly. I'm working on some Saiyuki artwork at the moment. Shading is still hard for me but hopefully I'll get there =]
ja ne!
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Love you all,
RaddingtonBear aka Rad
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the nervous system is rather lol indeed. oh wells =] that is all =]
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Evidently I'm feeling quite good about things atm so that's all suave. The only thing annoying me is all the xmas songs. They're EVERYWHERE -tries to escape-
I have a suave feeling about 2009 as well. Gambate to everyone over the Xmas/new year period. I'm sure I'll be back on occasionally
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Why hello there. It's been a long time ne =] How are you all, tell me your stories.
Here's mine if you're interested. Exams exams and more exams. Revision revision and more work on top of all that smothering of lecture notes. w00p. Summer is ruined. Typical ne...
So X Japan cancelled their London show. That sucks. And I deperately wanted to see Siguzo again. He may have recognised us. It's been so long that I haven't even had a mental journal entry explaining about how I met him, but I really can't be bothered to go into that story now.
A lot of my friends are upset. While I'm chained to a desk working they are desterate to see me. I miss
Thank you for your lovely comment and for the watch ! I'm not sure about what I will draw in future so I can't promise you about anything in the main time, and I'm somehow busy with some stuff related about art. thank you for your comment my dear